Everything to Nothing

 We barely mean a thing
All the phones they still ring
When we fall to our  graves
Greed is what we will still crave
And the lights are still left on
Words still can't be drawn
Water washes pain to the shore
I'm screaming I can't take it anymore
I dont know how to feel
What goes on just can't be real
I'll still dream of tommorow
For now I'll break down in sorrow

Whenit ends where will I be
So afraid of all I can't see
 All the thoughts race in my head
Take me over don't know what I've said
We can't have the courage of a lion
Why do we break the ones tryin
This is new the feelings of today
Sanity is farther than I'll ever say
We don't grow up we get older
The world gets warm but hearts get colder
So many things that I fret
Will I be sane by the last sunset
Because we are just not fine
But I will be there until the sun will shine

Today is just a glum day
No one wants to leave ,no one wants to stay
This one is mad , this one is sad
Everything just seems so bad
Seeing your smile fade away
The whole world is turning gray
Are you sick of it all
Do you cry when you fall
Can you take it anymore
I'm right there with you on the floor
You cna feel the blood pump through your veins
It goes out of your skin leaving stains
You sew it together they tear it apart
When you think it's over it just restarts
The clock is going why can't it stop
A heart of porclein someone wil drop
The light always seem to be dim
Future it always seems to be grim
Why can't things be the way they used to be
Even though we weren't atleast we thought we were free

Close your eyes take a look in the mirror
You can see things a whole lot clearer
There's something takes control of us all
It's the reason we fight the reason we fall
What is the point to hurt and hate
It just leads to such an awful fate
I wish I could save the world from dieing
All the hatred that leaves you crying
I want to be your light at the end of a tunnel
be the reflection in a puddle
You should know I'm always there
In the rain, the shine , the breeze in the air
I want to remember every embrace
Every smile you had on your face
There is so much I wish to remember
It's hidden from my mind so dismembered
I really need to find myself
Because i want to help everyone else
Dreams can help keep us going/
Into this world cold and unkowing
 Is that the place you want to go
We can change it all you know
Love is the best place to be
It's the thing that sets us free
Where we see God for eternity
But it won't be heaven if your not with me

There's something about me you'l never know
So many things I just can't show
There's a part of me locked inside
it's something I'll always have to hide
Trust is something in others I've lost
I know one day I'll pay the cost
So many thoughts now racing through your mind
There's something about me you want to find
What happend before can't happen again
It would be my fall it would be my end
I know one day you will find out
When you do don't scream and shout
Don't think of me so diffrently
Try and accept it's the same me

The Fake

No one knows whats true anymore
One minute your here the next out the door
I know you don't mean half the things you say
You act so diffrent day by day
You always make everything about you
Ofcourse you realize all the things you do
You never put someone before yourself
You don't care your just nosey like everyone else
You say your angry you say your sad
But things are great and nothings really bad
Your only the friend of the moment
Over a small thing your the oponent
You say you will always be a friend
But your the first to leave in the end
You only really think about you
Don't care what you put anyone else through
How you manipulate it all is not clever
When you say something i know it won't last forever
I hope you realize all your mistakes
if you go in the world i hope you know your the fake

Unknown Betrayel

i hate that so much talk is cheap
when we find the truth we whine and weep
the ones who say they cant do it their scared
arent the ones who are reakky impared
the ones who say they really try
sabatoge themselvesand make it all a lie
everyone has that flaw embeded in their head
if its something big when you realize you'll be dead
its only your fault when theres no one to blame
you have too much pride to put yourself to shame
say what you want say its not that bad
your tricking ourself it gets worse it gets sad
some driven by a lie some driven by a fear
thos unkown voices whispering in your ear
you can deny it but people get abused
the other half of them are being used
people are driven by selfish thought and greed
you just do what you want not what you need
betrayed me when you said youd do this and that
you never thought it would happen so you lied where you sat
listen to the talk believe every word that they say
all your hope and trust will be torn away

When you hold me tight please don’t let me go
the way you hold me just lets me know

when I get home and crawl in my bed

the sound of your voice lingers in my head

the rush of warmth when I hold your hand

how perfect you are you don’t understand

I love how you will make a funny face

you’re the person in my heart no one could replace

you always know how to make my day

no matter what happens you make it okay

I truly believe dreams come true

how else would I have ended up with you

you let me just be me

it’s so crowded but you’re the only one I see

you know all about me but you still stay

when you look in my eyes I don’t know what to say

you are the sun to my blue skies

you never put on an awful disguise
I’d risk it all just for you

I promise forever I’ll be true

it’s sad to know you’ll never love me this way

there will never be anyone better no matter the day